Fake Happy

We've grown out of each other I've slowly watched it happen And I know it's for the better We all manage and lose touch, right Bonds aren't as tight I'll call you but it feels like a chore We'll laugh but it's not as funny anymore I'll be sad and I can't tell you how I feel Can't reach out, even if I want to it's weird I don't want to be sad but I can't be fake happy I don't want to be sad but I can't be fake happy I get low, is that a crime? I think it's something that I'm born with But I can't tell you what's on my mind You found your cult and I'm not in Friends grow apart, right? Somewhere I lost sight I'll call you but it feels like a chore We'll laugh but it's not as funny anymore I'll be sad and I can't tell you how I feel Can't reach out, even if I want to it's weird I don't want to be sad but I can't be fake happy I don't want to be sad but I can't be fake happy Fake, fake, fake Fake, fake I'll call you but it feels like a chore We'll laugh but it's not as funny anymore I'll be sad and I can't tell you how I feel Can't reach out, even if I want to it's weird I don't want to be sad but I can't be fake happy I don't want to be sad but I can't be fake Fake, fake, fake Fake, fake, fake Fake, fake, fake