Letting You Down

Maybe I was wide awake while you were still sleeping Maybe there's too much at stake, that's why I said I'm leaving There's no point in lying now No, that doesn't make sense That's existing It's existence Maybe I turn off my phone when I see that you're smiling Maybe I would drive alone in case I saw you driving You didn't have to change No, that doesn't make sense 'Cause what's the difference in trying to be different? What's the worst thing that can happen now? Oh, oh I might as well just close my eyes and drown Oh, oh There's nothing I can say It will always be the same What's the point? You're fine without me now Maybe when I look at you, you don't feel the same way But your eyes they tell the truth Blinking was a mistake Oh, why can't we just kiss? No, that doesn't make sense That's resisting It's resistance What's the worst thing that can happen now? Oh, oh I might as well just close my eyes and drown Oh, oh There's nothing I can change It will always be the same What's the point? You're fine without me now Piously, I wait for the World to work in our favour But piously, don't work for me Would you just come here? You're the only thing that can fix my hurt You tried really hard to make this work So, what's the worst thing that can happen now? I might as well just close my eyes and drown There's nothing left to say And at the end of the day What's the point? You're fine without me now And it's my fault For letting you down