If I Never Would've

I never thought it'd be this hard to let go of something you did every day Sometimes I wish I didn't accept it in the first place But how would I of known if I never would've I guess that's just how life goes Now I'm sitting here wondering what the hell I gotta do To get myself to care about it a little less I could sit here and blame you But that would just end up a mess I can't even look at your face without thinking I'm not good enough You took a piece of me with you when you let me go Now it's hard to pick myself back up I wish I could go back in time and skip this low But if I never would've I never would've known Yeah things weren't going right, to begin with Maybe that decision was a blessing in disguise Don't get me wrong I cried almost every shift But now I don't know what my purpose is 'Cause I can't even look at your face without thinking I'm not good enough You took a piece of me with you when you let me go And now it's hard to pick myself back up I wish I could go back in time and skip this low But if I never would've I never would've known You made me crazy Lose hope in everything It may seem like I hate you For what you did to me But deep down, I never could But now I can't even look at your face without thinking I'm not good enough You took a piece of me with you when you let me go And now it's hard to pick myself back up I wish I could go back in time and skip this low But if I never would've I never would've known No I never would've, I never would've known