Pain I feel

It started off A good day in the living room Rolling a eighth of hay yeah I’m bout to fade away I talked to smoke I’ll see you later ask him what you doing he rolling round he gotta get some paper niggas know right or wrong you touch him I’m a see you later protected him up in the streets he small you know how that be wondering how one day this shit come back and hunt me now ths shit hunt this pain I feel cut bone deep damn this scare gone last forever and it’s ugly haven’t this way since I lost my granny Dorothy Damn Dank locked up man cuz gone go crazy since they always knew each other you always see them together if you seen one soon or later you gonna see the other spent many days in the dark trying not to grab the tool trying not to get to shooting and do what I’ll normally do I’m thinking about crashing out but man I got a family now I’m trying my best to explain how I feel damn yeah this one for my dita boy mark nick dita boy dig in that ass was the motto cause we did it boy it ain’t nan nigga that we couldn’t whoop boy they know it boy niggas talked about us in the city talking legends Boy since the age of 13 we played on the same team always had hoop dreams got caught up in some other thangs introduced you to your baby mama didn’t know she was with the drama the night she left your son outside it made you cry partner you was my nigga til the end my nigga never fought or had an argument yeah you was my nigga til the end my nigga took them secrets to the grave I’ma do the same thing you told me I was bout to blow and told me you was bout to go it look like we lost this fight diabetes took my boy from losing my brother smoke to losing man my best friend I’m trying my best to explain how I feel damn nigga