Spiral

I follow the circles I drift through their hue I drown in the details I spin in pursuit Days turn to years Direction is gone My senses surrender The center breaks down And I spiral Fear in waves Notionless Shatter every intent I summon Fear engrained In hopelessness Sever every sense As I spiral Growing in distance From hearing their sounds Longing for solace As darkness surrounds Space unfamiliar Clouded and cold A past me in horror For a future unknown Fear in waves Notionless Shatter every intent I summon Fear engrained In hopelessness Sever every sense As I spiral Something else to follow Waits for me to understand A calm from far below Reaching up with gentle hands As I dissolve My fears become a catalyst A new resolve To face this crushing emptiness If I'll abide (Breathe in) Inhale, exhale, exist Come out of hiding And learn to harness the abyss