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I've got my fun in my pocket My week is set Taught plastic bag did I place it Right hip tap check I just keep walking 'round my basement To get out my head Emergency walk just to place it Smoke myself to bed He says I'm on it I said on what He says I've got it And I learn to trust I passed out cold and my face hit The feet I worship I get up slow with patience Repeat my first step I follow ghosts to places I quick forget I'm fed to fast to place it The face that I met He says I paid it I said payed what He says just take it Or I'll miss the bus I see my son in the morning The evening a little less Never met him when he's 14 my Relative Relative Relative relative my kid that never made it That complex narrative my bid he couldn't take it Until I smoked myself out of hell I couldn't take it Until I whacked my head could I tell that I was just just just just waiting He says I paid it I said payed what He says just take it Or I'll miss the bus