After Today

So high again I'd love to say you were my closest friend I haven't seen you since the summertime But now it's winter The sky tonight Shades itself a melancholy white I think I saw you from my room last night But now you're different So let me stay here by myself Cause loving you is bad for my health And if I could go on my way You'd never hear from me after today It's ominous How much I'm scared of losing this I'm fucking over you I swear it's true Do you believe me You seem to be the clouds above me It's so rainy If I called you would you answer back I don't think you'd see So let me stay here by myself Cause loving you is bad for my health And if I could go on my way You'd never hear my voice after today But now you'll hear my songs on the radio