Snot

In 9 more days i'll be able to breathe In 9 more days maybe i can really get some sleep In 200 hours they'll cut open my head And then another 48 where i can't leave my bed Why do i wake up exhausted Swear I'm 50 percent snot A walking Mucinex Add read Just put my face on the box Are the meds not working I'm still always depressed Still just Doomscrolling twitter I hate all my interests And i'm tired Oh im tired We'll it's good to know the doctors say I'm lookin rough It's god who's doin me in And i'll be saved by a couple of cuts He said it's not my fault that i'm sleeping all day I'm choking on my lungs and pretending that it's ok And i think i'm getting pretty good at that Just don't ask my friends or ask my dad Or anyone who's ever walked by me on my way to class And it doesn't look like any medicine Is gonna do shit with the shape i'm in No amount of "it is what it is" will make this pass Now I gotta quit smoking Well I don't ever wanna quit I don't ever wanna quit I don't ever wanna quit I don't ever wanna quit I don't ever wanna quit I don't ever wanna quit I don't ever wanna quit I don't ever wanna quit