To Fly

To fly I'm so ready to fly To fly So ready to fly Been a minute since I've been depressed Finally got some change with the mental stress See, I was on the low and I had to grow Then I started thinking, "Bro, give the pen a rest" Yeah, the trend's a mess, hoping He'll fix it up 'Cause I've been waiting quite awhile just to get up to a place that I can stand I guess sinking in the sand always been on brand Never been the plan that I had in mind In fact, still scared of falling back sometimes But the fact that I can write about my fears in my lines never stopped me From wondering what people would think if I was gone 'Cause sometimes that's something I wrestle with Chewing on it like gum, gimme an extra breath Yeah, that's all that I need, head outside, feel the breeze Then I pray for the day You take me away To fly I'm so ready to fly To fly So ready to fly But I ain't getting sad Just pondering how you gave me a soul and I'mma have to give it back And that's a day to look forward to Letting You know I'd be happy to go just like the chorus do But I guess that I got some more to do Feel like my purpose on earth is searching for the moon But when I moved toward it, sorta grew too porous, so now I scoot Tortoise speed past the back of the black and blue Taurus backup Locked in the back when I acted up I was a fool, finally had enough Plus depravity had me reaping a sequence of madness, either from demons or habits I made a practice of Now I take everything and bag it up Leave it at the feet of Jesus, I don't have to run What a joy, what a joy, that I've been called 'Cause He's causing your boy To fly I'm so ready to fly To fly So ready to fly