Don't Wait

Don't wait on me I'd wait on you I know it's not smart to do I'm sitting in my room Writing all these songs for you You made me happy till it's all that I knew Because All my life I didn't think I was wrong but I knew I wasn't right I'd just say what's on my mind till I Felt alright But who am I to blame If would never feel the same way again I don't recognize the guy I used to be I'd manipulate myself then everyone around me I ain't do it on purpose, I made myself bleed A scar that never healed, it continues to leak Don't wait on me I'd wait on you I know it's not smart to do I'm sitting in my room Writing all these songs for you You made me happy till it's all that I knew Righting my wrongs, to make me better for you People said I've changed, who am I turning into A version of me Who has to live without you Never fulfilled There's still things we didn't do I didn't care about health I'd just chase all that wealth Even my ex said"you need help" Maybe she's right but oh well Ima whole different person Cutting grass, seeing serpents God gave me a purpose I know I don't deserve it Talking all this and that My emotions have attacked When you stabbed me in the back I could Feel it in my cardiac When I'd smile I couldn't see you smile back That's just my war And I'm scared to battle that Don't wait on me I'd wait on you I know it's not smart to do I'm sitting in my room Writing all these songs for you You made me happy till it's all that I knew Righting my wrongs, to make me better for you People said I've changed, who am I turning into What have I come from A hypocrite that picks and choose I'm honest with myself It's not breaking news A boy with a guitar Or a man running on fumes Am I supposed to act hard Or do I start making- I'm still confused My heart's been misused I would go back to the start, to be perfect for you