Good or Bad, You Deserve It

Summon it, summon it Man you really put me through it I be myself for a bit Pray to god I do not blow it You couldn’t say she’s celebate ‘Caus she knows just what she’s doing I don’t wanna think about it Get myself hurt over nothing And we drove ourselves in silence From the station to our pile of bricks Nestled in our conversation Think I died a thousand times on that trip And I loved you in the evening Without thoughts and without feelings Tried to concentrate on breathing But without you had no meaning So summon it, summon it Well I try to loosen up sometimes And it doesn’t work Yeah I try to free my heart and mind Still it hurts And all the things that used to slip From between my lips Were bravado girl you know You don’t need to hear this And I loved you in the evening Just to justify the sleep in If I try to concentrate on breathing Without you had no meaning If you wanna know Every little detail The places I will go Disgust me Remember when I came home With the storm in my clothes I was soaking wet and hollow Baby it’s a bad combination if you didn’t ask for it Ah summon it