Deep Scars

For the shit that I did, yeah I'm sorry I miss you, mama I'm not okay, (ah) In my feelings I think about you (ah) Never forgot how you love me Livin' my life is like a movie, Yeah Every day you see me I'm grinding Everything me I gat me I earned it Believe in myself When them dy doubt me (ah) Mama told me Son you are gifted, You the one that I call, When I feel stressed Wish I could call you from the Heaven, just to hear your voice One more time (ah) So, I put my passion into my game Promise never going back Broke again Popping these pills, It can't even heal my pain I miss you mama but you're in a Better place. Rapping every day say I'm rapping All my pain Sleepless night you know I chase My dreams Trap house, no light, we barely even eat, landlord stress us say Make we evict For the shit that I did, yeah I'm sorry I miss you, mama I'm not okay, (ah) In my feelings I think about you (ah) Never forget how you love me I love the way that you make me Feel You left me scared and I cannot Heal When I steal from you, you still Side me When my siblings dem, all dy cast Me (aah) Wish I could fly around the whole World with you Wanna drive around the whole World with you Astronaut we goin' straight to the Moon I go witness everything that you Never see Comin' from my hood we came From Poverty Grinding everyday trying to create My legacy From the trenches, we made it to The finer things Rap on beat, now music is my Therapist. (Hmmm) Memories is stuck inside my head, Of the love and things we share I miss you I'm not feeling ok, I no lie I miss the old days For the shit that I did, yeah I'm sorry I miss you, mama I'm not okay, (ah) In my feelings I think about you (ah) Never forgot how you love me For the shit that I did, yeah I'm sorry I miss you, mama I'm not okay, (ah) In my feelings I think about you (ah) Never forget how you love me