I'll Stink For You

I know when I saw you with him The mourning was over the afternoon had come The sun was on my face screaming But why does it feel like I have rats in my lungs Get butt naked and get under covers Finally I can re-download those apps on my phone But those apps I discover Make me feel far more alone And even more naked Oh darling I'm taking My time over this one But it's not that different My dog was outside again Shouting his lungs out Screaming for you I reckon I wanna leave the door unlocked let him run away I drank from the tap Of the sink in the toilet Soap from when someone washed their hands Got in my mouth Wow what am I tasting How do they make it Taste like you How does that make any sense How do I wash the out the taste of you It's supposed to smell like coconuts And taste like soap How do I get it through My skull no matter how much sense I make I'll stink for you I thought I'd make a puppet Of a woman So I can practice eye contact Without all of the drinking Sometimes I sing without thinking Of how I sound Sometimes I forget there's someone listening To me say this shit out loud Oh what am I saying What mistakes am I making This time with this one But it's becoming normal How do I talk like you I'm just so over it And into something else How do I get it through My skull no matter how much sense I make I'll stink for you Oh what am I doing Who should I be screwing This time with someone But it doesn't feel normal How do I f*ck like you I'm just so over it And into someone else How do I get it through My skull no matter how much sense I make How do I f*ck like you I'm just so over it And into someone else How do I get it through My skull no matter how much sense I make I'll stink for you