Overtime

Done with all this overtime, yeah, yeah, yeah All the time, I'm gone Overtime, done wrong Been real blind, too long Ride the line, stay strong I've been working many hours and I'm on the road Living like this and I'm missing home Trying to prove myself and I'm trying to grow Thinking to myself, is this even dope I'm just getting pulled down so I pull that rope Feeling beat down, I just beg for hope Seeing many frowns in the downward slope Blocks are all around so I try to cope People calling me and they disappointed Accepting those words and I can't avoid it They just say I'm missing out and I need to join in I just try to lift the pain like it's being hoisted If it was my choice, you would see my face Do you hear what I'm saying, can I get some grace Yeah, I need to be fixed, there's a lot at Stake A lot of pressure on me so I lift that weight All the time, I'm gone Overtime, done wrong Been real blind, too long Ride the line, stay strong Feeling like I'm falling, walking now I'm crawling Listening for the calling, fighting and I'm Brawling Stopping all the stalling, words of real Appalling Heart that I am hauling, rebooted and installing Healing in a piece is a process Give myself time for the progress Review my thoughts like I'm congress Voice inside my head is obnoxious Many lessons that I go through, I will learn from Being tested in life make you go and earn some Things that I requested are adding like a sum Locking up like I'm arrested, I'm feeling really Dumb Seeing all priorities, agreeing with majority Of people and authorities, no matter seniority I need the uniform and it's hitting me morally Return just like a warranty, get rid of all impurities All the time, I'm gone Overtime, done wrong Been real blind, too long Ride the line, stay strong Been looking in that mirror Feel like I'm missing out I'm seeing things way clearer Yeah, thanks for reaching out Yeah, the people all around me I'm seeing all the doubt And the way I'm gonna fix this is patience with the route Wanting joy just like it's Christmas I'm searching till it's found Yeah, I'm standing on business I'm gonna make them proud