Suffer With a Smile

Well it's hard knowing you're so great Gotta clean up all of my mistakes Guilt and shame me straight No, it's not right you're never wrong But I guess that's how you prove you're strong It's narcissistic fate I'm sorry maybe I'm sorry maybe I'm sorry maybe Got a grip on my control Took my power and stole my soul But it's not too late Can't force the peace you destroyed Sorry my truths got you annoyed Why are you so irate? I'm sorry maybe I'm sorry maybe I'm sorry maybe Well I know that I feel nothing if it starts a fight And I guess in your position it just makes you right But I know that you feel guilty, it's just not the time That's why you project on me and make your bullshit mine As long as I suffer with a smile Make your delusions mine I can bask in your good graces until I cross the imaginary line Grown from toxic insecurities served on a silver spoon A place where love is bought and conditioned Born and raised Packaged to consume Well it's hard knowing you're so great Gotta clean up all my mistakes and Guilt and shame me straight