Cashed Out

Flying to cities I've never known Being too friendly cause I'm always alone I've given to neglects since rejections my home Calling my momma since she sits the by the phone And I'm not torn to pieces But could that be a sin To be truly happy To think I could win It's never been this easy to get up and live If I believe Jesus do you think I could win? I'm sorry for yapping take more than give Entertain my faith love that's just how I live No reason to be angry this world's not your friend And I'm not torn to pieces could this be the end? You'll never know my story You didn't carve all these scars Observing the tragic They seem to call it art I'm sorry you don't love me I've never cared from the start Never been this happy Cashed out and bought me a heart