Critical Trust Issues

VERSE When u tell me to my face I’m the one & you’re sure of it I still don’t believe u & I feel so secure then have my doubts & i'm not sure if this is too good to be true PRE my future is a hostage to my past & I hate that you’re holding me while I’m still holding back just know that I’ve got CHORUS critical trust issues & I wish I could love you wish I could love you Got every reason to if rose colored glasses were everlasting I’d say it back when u say forever wrap me in the holes of your sweater but after all I’ve been through I got critical trust issues VERSE 2 the first one I ever loved made me forget who I was cut my hair watch it grow switch up in a couple months the next one after that said i was psychopath for asking questions like he did what a fucking hypocrite PRE my future is a hostage to my past & I hate that you’re holding me while I’m still holding back just know that I’ve got CHORUS BRIDGE I fall asleep wake up and I’m sweating had a dream i’ll never forget it I chased away my happy ending & pray to God to help me fix my CHORUS