Snowfall

Hold on, there’s a snowfall Let the heat in Don’t talk baby, don’t call I’m just healing So far, there is no wall There’s no ceiling Stuck on no meaning Can’t figure out my own feelings Oh God Oh God Oh God Oh I don’t think that I am gonna make it I’m so tired, was tryna take you to remote island I just got more silence Wonder why we opened our hearts, and the ache choked us Mellow yellow for months, like the egg yoked us It was you I wanna pick French oak doors out with But hell broke first I always knew that you would let go first When you mad I’m left on read like your cell don’t work (text me back) Now rain is in season The snowfall just roll called my brain and it’s demons She mad cause I’m late for no reason I’m mad ‘cause your patience is thin I had to do two calls and send some emails to get paid for the thing You know my schedule mama, you know how it go, gimme bly She like, no, you priority yourself, which is fine But you ain’t communicate your change of plans And then she begins to cry, as she tells me she don’t think I even try Hold the phone - you know, the one you don’t text back on We didn’t say when I’d arrive or when I’d get back home These are loose plans, I also grabbed the Woods, it’s a fresh pack for you My bad, I forgot to check back on you - via text I’m hoping you can let that slide We could resume last night, baby bend back over Arch your back, swing your head back forward This the only place we safe, hold me tight, I’m your bed rock soldier I ain’t too excited ‘cause the feeling never sticks You know I’m a fighter, I’m the type that never quits You the type that don’t believe in love deep down Once the lust died down, I ain’t seen you ever since I’m an afterthought, in parenthesis, on the bench You don’t get me so, enter prejudice, on the fence And a sorry isn’t good enough She said if you ain’t mean to do it, than you wouldn’t of Now I’m stuck in the snowfall and the rain I got mine, but I’ll take all your pain Pushed my boundaries and broke all the gates It was your fault, but I took the blame