My Flowers

Give me all my flowers while I'm here don't let em die In my mind I cannot lie got thoughts of suicide Late at night I cannot close my eyes I'm sleep deprived Missing homies feeling lonely got shit on my mind Lately feeling like no one on my side need you to ride Need some real love Don't tell me it's a crime Tired of being in the dark I feel it's time to shine Dealing with my problems head on ain't tryna hide I gotta keep pushing Like I'm benching lifting weights Middle finger f*ck ah Jake Every single day it felt I had another case If they come back round my way no Tay-K I'm gone do The Race So high up in space sometimes I couldn't feel my face I Was tired of feelin pain I jus wanted to get away Can't leech off of no nigga gotta touch my own pape Been running through every base tryna get to home plate If you wasn't there for me when I was down ain't no shake You ain't my crodie no fake When I blow up imma tell them niggas f*ck up out my face You wasn't there when I was struggling Missing love from granny need a hug again My uncle dying in the crib was troubling Tryna wash my sins away need suds again Probation got me stressing need that bud again The shit you did can't go under the rug again When I blow I know they gon come flooding in Say you for me nigga why you judging then Down bad on my ass ain have ah Jefferson I'm gon stand my 10 I never needed friends Ain't have a single dollar I was meeting ends Blackout with no liquor never needed gin See right through the fake bitch I don't need ah lens You see I'm damaged if I'm bogus leave me then Can't count how many times that I repeated sin Sometimes I be happy I can't even grin Sometimes I be hurt but I can't even quit Certain pain I cannot let go Chit I was building wit niggas was broken no Lego's So broken I couldn't pull up to his headstone Bitch I be preaching on beats like my second name Creflo Mfs putting words all in my mouth like it's crest though I got it in me don't make me come step like sum prestos If I do nigga then you better take off no jet though You better call yo yo set though Tryna have green on me like a gecko Play you before you can play me I'm not a cassette hoe Give me all my flowers while I'm here don't let em die In my mind I cannot lie got thoughts of suicide Late at night I cannot close my eyes I'm sleep deprived Missing homies feeling lonely got shit on my mind Lately feeling like no one on my side need you to ride Need some real love Don't tell me it's a crime Tired of being in the dark I feel it's time to shine Dealing with my problems head on ain't tryna hide