Delude

I'm so afraid Of who I become I once was loved But now I So tell me who you are Tell me I'm enough You look my way I go and quickly fall in love I said What do I What do I do When I obsess over you I wanna be That memory That you hold dearly If you waste my time I'll ruin my life I'll put myself down in a hell So tired of Trying to open up Cause everybody else is just Gunning for themselves I don't wanna hear about you I don't wanna feel like Like you're weighing me down Everybody here got it figured out Now I don't wanna know where you been Now I don't go and begin again If you still believe there's something here Well you better not waste my time I'll ruin my life I'll put myself down in a hell So tired of Trying to open up Cause everybody else is just Gunning Just gunning for themselves What a waste of time We have become I wanna love You wanna run Now I will follow you Into the ground Fix me up just to tear me down If you waste my time I'll ruin my life I'll put myself down in a hell So tired of trying to open up Cause everybody else is just Gunning for themselves If you waste my time I'll ruin my life Put myself down in a hell So tired of Trying to open up Cause everybody else is just Gunning Gunning for themselves