Evolve

My fear of rejection could stop evolutionary processes I never used to think about that but now every time You look at me I cannot breathe I'm supposed to be hardwired through my bones so I can find a mate But then you turn and smile and I don't have the guts To ask you on a date So I'll make you wait But god, I wish that I could change I wish that I could ask to hold your hand I wish that I could sing to you, and you would understand I wish that all my fears would just resolve I wish that I could kiss you and the world would just dissolve I wish I could evolve If Darwin ever met me, he would self destruct from primal, untapped rage Cause nothing that I do around you matches any creature 'Bout my age My hearts on a stage I don't know how you broke the coding written for like several million years Or maybe I am just mutated and I'm separated from my peers Will this end in tears Oh god, I wish that I could change I wish that I could ask to hold your hand I wish that I could sing to you, and you would understand I wish that all my fears would just resolve I wish that I could kiss you and the world would just dissolve I wish I could evolve I thought that I would feel the urge To give you my whole mind But now my heart has gone to purge The thoughts that are designed To force me to tell you I'm feeling That I want you mine Oh you have gone and forced me to resign I wish that I could ask to hold your hand I wish that I could sing to you, and you would understand I wish that all my fears would just resolve I wish that I could kiss you and the world would just dissolve I wish I could evolve I wish I could evolve I wish I could evolve