Running out of Time

As he ticks past twelve Seconds lurk in my head I could spend every minute just thinking about it From dawn to dusk Might as well be a husk Empty inside from hours that pass by Passed out on the floor Drunk from the mental war Trapped in a spiral of my own self loathing The sweat drips The fingers, they itch It's only moments 'till the thoughts start coming back, like... Why do I feel like I'm running out of time When there's so much left to spend with it This just feels like a waste of my life (Waste of my life) I'm coming nowhere near the end The doors stay closed But the eyes are open So overwhelmed with stress That I can hardly sleep The minds race The feet they pace Panic overtakes me In the immense heat One hour, Two hour, Three hour, Four The seconds, they add up I can panic a minute more Five, then Six, then Seven, then Eight Don't know about you But it's really hard to concentrate Maybe I'm okay Maybe it's alright I shouldn't panic I've still got ways to pass the time The days turn to weeks The weeks turn to years I shouldn't hide When I should face my fears The world hasn't ended The house, it's still has power Why do I panic I'm the man of the hour Get me out of here I think need to leave That's why I panic Because I can hardly breathe Why do I feel like I'm running out of time When there's so much left to spend with it This just feels like a waste of my life (Waste of my life) When I'm coming nowhere near the end Why do I feel like I'm running out of time (Running out of time) It drives me crazy when I think of it It makes me feel like I'm going to die (I'm gonna die!) When desperately want to live