Spent

Wake up alone and wonder if I'm dead Take a handful of meds, just to get out of bed Drag my body along to turn the T.V. on, then piss and moan on the internet My motivation is completely gone and I'm hyper aware of my inherent flaws Feeling wicked disowned by everyone I know, but they all love me to pieces Yeah I just wanna go, wanna know, what all the happy people know Lately I've been scared, unprepared, my thoughts are scattered everywhere Yes, no? Maybe? I don't know What else is new? Feeling low I'm so obsessed, that all my thoughts just circle in my head I'm spent I guess the stars have got it figured out Fancy car, nice house, not a hint of doubt Man what I wouldn't give to live with confidence I wanna be consistent Yeah I just wanna go, wanna know, what all the happy people know Lately I've been scared, unprepared, my thoughts are scattered everywhere Yes, no? Maybe? I don't know What else is new? Feeling low I'm so obsessed, that all my thoughts just circle in my head I'm spent I just wanna leave, wanna see, if I can find some inner peace Somewhere on the way I'll change, but right now I'm too scatterbrained Yes, no? Maybe? I don't know What else is new? Feeling low I'm so obsessed, that all my thoughts just circle in my head I'm spent