Lonely

I really thought that I would die by the sword 'cause I was livin' by it I went to prison, didn't finish off my Triple Science Run up in the servery, they try put me on a prison diet (turn) I come home and try apply for a job, it was at River Island (told me turn) Imagine beggin' for a minimum wage, I never tried again Put cocaine in the kitchen appliance (told me turn) I was driven by a circle bus, yeah, still driven by it My niggas got birded, had to sit in silence (turn up) My old ting always thought that I was with a side ting We in the same city workin' on a different timing (s-suh) I was baggin' up at Spike's crib, so far from home Come to the ends speakin' in a different dialect (One) And all the obstacles I sidestepped Put an extra T with less scrape marks in the Pyrex (suh, suh) And all of this weight, ain't workin' on my biceps or triceps My nigga served ten years, got five left (free up) How can I owe these motherfuckers? In my cell I was the only, the only motherfucker (turn) That lonely, that lonely motherfucker So lonely (turn) No incomin' calls, they couldn't call me I remember when that night guard was so lonely (told me turn) Now these VVS stones that's all on me All them cameras on their phone, they put it on me I shine bright and it's my fault, so blame it on me (One) How can I owe these motherfuckers? In my cell I was the only, the only motherfucker That lonely, that lonely motherfucker (turn up) So lonely No incomin' calls, they couldn't call me (told me turn) I remember when that night guard was so lonely (told me turn) Now these VVS stones that's all on me (told me turn) All them cameras on their phone, they put it on me (told me turn) I shine bright and it's my fault, so blame it on me (turn, turn) Most doubted, most hated, most grounded Cocaine, heroin, I move mountains For my blood, my family, I move mountains If it's up, then it's up, there ain't no other way around it I keep asking God for time, but with the people I love I know that's impossible, but I keep beatin' the odds Nanny told me you get fleas if you lie with the dogs So in my cell, I had to sleep in my socks, maybe two pairs New Year's after New Year's I only hurt myself, but I'm seein' who cares, and it's so lonely I still gotta hug my pillow when I go sleep I'm still grinding OTT like I'm OT Money motivated in my Burberry suit I give them all my love, but it just don't recoup He's institutionalized and rich, at least he knows his truth All gold, but the face in my Rollie's blue How can I owe these motherfuckers? In my cell I was the only, the only motherfucker (turn) That lonely, that lonely motherfucker So lonely (so lonely) No incomin' calls, they couldn't call me I remember when that night guard was so lonely (turn) Now these VVS stones that's all on me (told me turn) All them cameras on their phone, they put it on me (One) I shine bright and it's my fault, so blame it on me (One) How can I owe these motherfuckers? In my cell I was the only, the only motherfucker That lonely, that lonely motherfucker (turn up) So lonely No incomin' calls, they couldn't call me (told me turn) I remember when that night guard was so lonely (told me turn) Now these VVS stones that's all on me (told me turn) All them cameras on their phone, they put it on me (told me turn) I shine bright and it's my fault, so blame it on me (turn, turn)