Goodbye

Left here alone I stand With a dead roof over my head I'm just a mess, just a kid I've got nothing left to give I've made mistakes in the past Watching sand move through the hourglass I cannot think, I cannot breathe I'll keep my mind left with deceit My life has slipped away It's hard to make it through the day I have no reason to believe Just stay and watch me grieve As time goes by I would never really say goodbye To all the ones, that had cared Easy to say that life's not fair Dark thoughts glow in my mind I never really thought of a good time With what I've dealt with in the past With the opinions that I cast My life has slipped away It's hard to make it through the day I have no reason to believe Just stay and watch me grieve As my spirit is out of life I cannot go back to my own kind With all this guilt and the shame And pretend everything's the same I am running out of time When I watch the ticking, hours go by I will shut down and disconnect I'll never make it to the end I threw it all away My life will never be the same But now I've had enough And now it's said and done