It's Fine (I Wouldn't Hang Out With Me Either)

Hours of conversation that had me kept up by the phone A reminder of simpler times when I didn't feel so alone Another wakeup call I've missed I should've left my mind on silent Let the vibrations course through my head, Left the message unread and ignored it I never take any chances, stuck in my circumstances and all of my friends leave me behind A total lack of ambition, I'm so conditioned to telling everyone I'm fine My hands won't stop shaking, my heartbeat is racing, I just can't see this through Jaded and hopeless there's no one to notice the calls for help that come from you Sly digs and jabs slowly evoke these feelings of resentment And still I wonder why we never talk (why we never talk) I never take any chances, stuck in my circumstances and all of my friends leave me behind A total lack of ambition, I'm so conditioned to telling everyone I'm fine I can't cope with the distance knowing it's my fault But I still shut you out 'til you're all gone It was me all along I'm the reason, I'm the cause Another wakeup call I've missed I should've left my mind on silent Let the vibrations course through my head, Left the message unread and ignored it I never take any chances, stuck in my circumstances and all of my friends leave me behind A total lack of ambition, I'm so conditioned to telling everyone I'm fine