Separation Sickness

No memory of who I am Just standing here, I belong with the damned I stare at space, I count the stars This is all fake, I'm just counting scars Why can't you see? I don't remember what you said that night alone Did you forget? I'm screaming out I asked for help a thousand times, you just said no There's just regret I hear whispers with decay in the air You hold my hand but I feel despair You just won't help, this is my fate This is my place that I can't escape Why can't you see? I don't remember what you said that night alone Did you forget? I'm screaming out I asked for help a thousand times, you just said no There's just regret Don't beg for me to stay with you one more time Doesn't matter how long it takes, I'll always remember My friends and family stand here right next to me Don't think I'm gonna go, just let me go