Space to Heal (feat. Jono Hawkey of Bloom)

It's the same old thing it's always been Not waking up from fever dreams My mind's been running in circles lately A constant lack of energy A weary ghost is all I see The only thing I'll ever need is some fucking self-belief Every day just feels the fucking same Spending hours on end in my bed just wondering why I'm still awake I was impulsive and impatient now I've lost my way And I can't find the motivation to grow or change I don't need anybody else I'll learn to take some time to fix myself So get away from me, I'm saying things that I don't mean I'll keep wasting my time being lonely Hold your apologies, 'cause I don't need your sympathy A waste of space is all I'll ever be The memories keep flowing through my brain Every time my resentment prevented me from getting help again And I still wonder if I'll ever see the day Where my mind can finally feel somewhat at peace and unafraid But I still feel so undeserving of everything So I self-destruct and throw it all away I don't need anybody's help To find the space to heal So get away from me, I'm saying things that I don't mean I'll keep wasting my time being lonely Hold your apologies, 'cause I don't need your sympathy A waste of space is all I'll ever be 'cause I couldn't get out of my head Prefer to wallow in my misery instead 'cause I'm not sure what I need anymore I'm no better off than I was before A silhouette of who I used to be All my ambitions now washed up dreams If I don't fix this now, I'll never be okay I'm so stuck in my old ways So get away from me, I'm saying things that I don't mean I'll keep wasting my time being lonely Hold your apologies, 'cause I don't need your sympathy A waste of space is all I'll ever be