im about to be 18

Bitch I got no other way Told you get out of my face She was tryna change me Let me do my own thing Hoes be tryna test me Like I am a survey Going down the wrong path I don't care just go away Look into your crystal eyes All I see are white lies Can we stop the fighting I am trying to be the nice guy Blame me for the stuff I didn't do I wanna know why Feeling like it's 2018 God I wanna die Smoking till I float in the clouds It's amazing Tell me I'm her pretty boy I can tell your lying Maybe if you hold my hand Start trying I would feel a lot better Heart pacing Falling down Make no sound Been so cold Yell too loud In my head You were proud Of having me around Grab a knife and slice my oranges The things I would've done back then were horrid Seeing life through 18 year old eyes are boring Now I don't even wanna wake up in the morning Now I don't even wanna wake up in the morning Life moves on it's sad it's boring Help me fix the things I'm doing Your my only hope of soaring Bitch I got no other way Told you get out of my face She was tryna change me Let me do my own thing Hoes be tryna test me Like I am a survey Going down the wrong path I don't care just go away Look into your crystal eyes All I see are white lies Can we stop the fighting I am trying to be the nice guy Blame me for the stuff I didn't do I wanna know why Feeling like it's 2018 God I wanna die Bitch I got no other way Told you get out of my face She was tryna change me Let me do my own thing Hoes be tryna test me Like I am a survey Going down the wrong path I don't care just go away Look into your crystal eyes All I see are white lies Can we stop the fighting I am trying to be the nice guy Blame me for the stuff I didn't do I wanna know why Feeling like it's 2018 God I wanna die