Let Down

What’s wrong with me? Heading for a grim fate Alleviated only by the sweet taste Teach me empathetic values Veering off beyond all the realms of what I can do It’s excruciating I’ve let myself down No way to come back now I’ve reached where I am bound Nowhere else to go, no way out I’ve lost myself somehow Lost inside this crowd Two dead batteries posing as my brain cells Flickering in every interaction The underlying cause of my distraction Could you help me find the kill switch? I need to take a step away, a breath before I lose it It’s excruciating I’ve let myself down No way to come back now I’ve reached where I am bound Nowhere else to go, no way out I’ve lost myself somehow Lost inside this crowd Every time I try I fall just a little bit more Every time a little bit more I put myself on trial and it hurts a little bit Every time a little bit more I’ve let myself down No way to come back now I’ve reached where I am bound Nowhere else to go, no way out I’ve lost myself somehow Lost inside this crowd