I Decide

I wanna decide when it’s time I wanna decide when I die I wanna decide when it’s time But I know it ain’t like that in life I wanna decide when I die But I know it ain’t like that in life I wanna decide when it’s time But I know it ain’t like that in life I wanna decide when I die But I know it ain’t like that in life Am I closer to god or just closer to death Feel more peace when I’m taking these steps Blowing trees by the beach, to far to interject Catch me if you can, but my plane just left Running to the money, I ain’t lose my breath Niggas try to follow how they lost they steps But me I pave lanes, heard a dollar bring change But it’ll never take the pain, never take the pain away So I sit in my room and paint today With these words I say, so don’t burden me 'Cause you blow my high, whenever you walk by We don’t see eye to eye, so just say goodbye 'Cause I’m on a ride, and I ain’t coming back Till it’s my time, then I’m running back And I keep my word and you f*ck with that Yea I keep my word and you f*ck with that I wanna decide when it’s time But I know it ain’t like that in life I wanna decide when I die But I know it ain’t like that in life I wanna decide when it’s time But I know it ain’t like that in life I wanna decide when I die But I know it ain’t like that in life Aye I wish I had half the passion I had as kid Young and innocent, so oblivious to the shit So oblivious to it all Got a little older, now I got friends that are gone What if I don’t wanna pick up the phone when god calls 'Cause I am not ready, I need to get wealthy And put on for my family, so it’s f*ck a Grammy Till I get me a milli Like Wayne in '08 Or that nigga from Philly But I ain’t flipping no birds Only these beats and these verbs and these girls with curves I pull off and I (Skrt) Alright let’s say Worst thing comes to worse I fucking die a tragic death or some shit And I’m not able to see out my dreams I at least want to know That the kids perceived my message And we’re able to make something of themselves And able to to take my message And use it and turn it into something positive And to to at least have a good life I at least, if I’m gonna if I’m gonna die or ever be a sacrifice I want to make sure that my life made at least five million kids happy Or they found some sort of answers, or resolve in my life Regardless of the negative around my name Regardless of the bad things people say to me, I don’t give a f*ck