Leaving the Pain

So far away from me Nobody praying for me Please take the pain from me So far away from me Nobody praying for me Please take the pain from me That's what they all do Give them a minute and they just reject I'm just a walkthrough Look at me baby you see I'm a mess Can't get the call through You message me baby but my phone is dead Baby it's hard to Baby it's hard to forget You can't understand the way I be thinking but you say it's okay Deep in my mind I'm drowning You say you can handle my ways No you can't stay 'Cause I run away 'Cause I run away Can not give you too much I keep me as a secret I'm clearly not giving a f*ck but you want to keep it My feelings are gone I'm stuck in the deep end You ain't giving up but I see that you're bleeding I only gave a f*ck after the weekends We was still deep then We both couldn't leave then But you started to see him You started to see him It all ended in grieving It ended in grieving This song is about Leaving an old perception of myself Way back when I was stuck and lost I just left a relationship and decided to change some things I wrote this back in December We're in July now A lot has changed but I still wanted to drop this song Because it has so much meaning to me Hope you enjoyed it Stay safe God bless your soul