Low

Im tryna go back to how it once was Before all the pain Before all the drugs Before everybody stopped showing me love Before i even graduated I shouldve kept writing I shouldve kept grinding These 2 years been nothing but a waste of my time Im just tryna live my life But its hard when everybody judging you When everybody wants a part of you Part of the money you getting Part of the fame that you getting Nah That aint me Let me hit my weed and sip my drank And lay back down I dont give a f*ck what day it is I dont care what time it is Let me work on me Cuz i havent been myself My girl been noticing that shit I been denying it All these arguements How fucken hard is it To just admit that i fucked up Maybe im not the one Maybe shes not he one This fucken negaivity is killing me Im just tryna be free Im just tryna be free Mentally im good yuh Just a bit misunderstood bruh Emotionally shit i i could be better Expressing my shit when im writting this letter Physically, im fucked up Tole of the drinking the eating and drugs Improving little by little but im currently fucked Damn Would be better if i offed myself But nah im stuck up i need no help At an all time low No place to go Trapped in my mind Give it some time i'll be fine Maybe who knows