Ghost in the Mirror

Soon as I wake I begin to shake Am I too late The reaper he came Takes what's his Death with a kiss No fear like this Is this a trick I get up out of bed There's this pounding I'm wondering What comes next See my reflection I'm haunted by the man I am The man I became Someone help with a helping hand This brain i can't escape I'm wondering Am I too late Cut too deep and I regret it (I regret it) Did I destine myself to this fate Walking through the dreaded gates But I just couldn't stand one more second of pain The ghost in the mirror He's crying for me Look what you did! Telling me you can't stand more pain? Are you that blind? can't you see Everyone who loved you you broke their heart How selfish can you really be? What hurts most of all is you left me Rains knocking on the windows, pounding And I'm just left to clean up this blood in the sink I'm singing You're gone gone gone Off to the other side I'm done done done Too many tears I've cried I wish I could break this mirror Honestly, I hope the other sides full of terror Look at you, crying for yourself When you're the one who left everyone else Didn't let others help Blocked yourself off cause too much you felt What about me huh! The you inside screaming at you It was that dream huh? Figured nothing mattered What harm could it really do? Felt disconnected When I was grabbing your arm Trying to redirect it I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! I can't believe I really did it, can you help me? I know I know I don't deserve it I now know I was so cowardly Brush this under the rug, let's forget Under the rug? Forget what? That it was always me being torn apart? Trying to keep you from breaking others hearts? All the times you said you were sorry I believed every single one of them! All I wanted to do was help you You say you lost everything You had me to help you through! I was the one lonely Hidden behind your eyes that were too bony Trying to fix all your lies and no one even knows me! Soon as I wake I begin to shake Am I too late The reaper he came Takes what's his Death with a kiss No fear like this Is this a trick I wake up, I feel my heart, it's beating I go into the mirror, I see me I see the real me, no longer hidden My eyes are now mine Im forgiven