The Hurting Ritual (Demo)

Without you Who could I be? Who am I Without hurting? Give it time And no apology Passing time Out of my body You want me sad You want me alone I give you my name and body to take from I'll be the bad one And you won't have to sacrifice at all Welcome to the hurting ritual Welcome to the hurting ritual I abuse Myself in your place Just for you I forfeit all of my boundaries Is it always pain In the place of love Only escaping Into party drugs You want me sad You want me alone I give you my name And body to take from I'll be the bad one And you won't have to sacrifice at all Welcome to the hurting ritual Welcome to the hurting ritual If it's a choice between us And surviving I choose me I choose me If it's a choice between us And surviving I choose me You want me dead You want me at home You want to give me all of my worth You want the ritual And you want it to hurt You want me scared You want me confused You want to keep me quiet about the abuse You want the ritual And you want it to hurt You want to be the one with all the power You want me sad You want me alone I give you my name And body to take from I'll be the bad one And you won't have to sacrifice at all Welcome to the hurting ritual Welcome to the hurting ritual