Call on Christmas Eve

First of all I can't believe How short half a decade seems It sounded like to me an awful lot I heard you moved out of state I guess med school couldn't wait I'm stuck here with my kindergarten thoughts They always wander off I hate to do this bolt out of the blue But I'm home for Christmas Are you too? There's so much we left unresolved That's why I called Everything is lights and buzz It won't snow, it never does But you said something As you left I'm still wondering what that was Can you meet me for a walk? All I want for Christmas is to talk Second off, you don't like gifts Charity's for communists I got you something anyway Get over it (Get over it) The postal service needs some love So I can ship, push comes to shove But I don't know what package fits a wish Wishes like I wish you'd told me I swear I will not judge This year's been way too nuts To hold a grudge Everything is lights and buzz It won't snow, it never does But you said something As you left I'm still wondering what that was Trade me all your whens for whys Yankee swap our separate sides Certainty's in short supply I was hoping you'd provide Can you meet me for a walk? All I want for Christmas is to talk I'm always pulling at my sweater Tangled in loose threads Come help me Make a string of a big letters To celebrate the end Walk me through from A to Z Maybe we'll wake up to see Every ending in it's place Every question mark erased Every stocking filled with memories Of who we used to be Could you meet me at the dock? Every secret still a shock Behind a door that doesn't lock And 1000 skipping rocks But I'd settle for a walk All I want for Christmas is to talk