too afraid

Lately I've been returning To a time when you were mine I'm still ashamed to admit There were two So throw the knife with all you have Won't you give me another chance Maybe I need some time to change If what we had was right with my faith I would've stayed Maybe it wasn't meant to be I was hoping I wouldn't leave But what we had was wrong for my faith I couldn't stay I was too afraid To pull you down with me I was too afraid That you would leave I was too afraid To abandon my religion I was too afraid Of loving myself I write endings differently When I dream I wish they were real My reflection was pretty 'Cause you made me feel Like I was ethereal Do you ever think about us? (Think about us) Does it feel like it was deserved? (Deserved) Encapsulated by all of the hurt I wanna scream Trashed like all of my Worn-out clothes My room is filled with Surging mourns If you could ever Stay here once more I wanna feel I was too afraid To pull you down with me (With me) I was too afraid That you would leave I was too afraid To abandon my religion I was too afraid Of loving myself Always left you stranded Called me but it's wasted You deserve someone else Not me Blame me you have earned it Pave the way for broken Hearts to mend Let it end Down with the streams I was too afraid To pull you down with me (With me) I was too afraid That you would leave (leave) I was too afraid To abandon my religion (Religion) I was too afraid Of loving myself