just another love language

I want to cry But I can't cause you're the one who taught me how But I figured it out myself again tonight Call from a friend Probably checking in asking how I've been But I don't want to lie, say I'm fine, and just pretend Turn off my phone in an empty parking lot in my car Thinking what went so wrong when you taught me how to love so hard Words of aberration Quality time apart The gift of giving grief when you first touched my heart Your acts of disservice gave you one advantage You forgot to tell me heartbreak's just another love language Learned how to drive With my left hand so I could hold yours with my right And now it's resting on the console and I can't see the road Through the rain on the glass and the tears running down my nose But it gets easier the faster I go How can it hurt so much yet still feel numb We used to fight the world together Now look at us, fighting each other Words of aberration Quality time apart The gift of giving grief when you first touched my heart Your acts of disservice gave you one advantage You forgot to tell me heartbreak's just another love language And now I'm just a hopeless romantic You taught me all that I know Now I have no one to show it to Giving you space to grow But I'm still grateful for knowing you Our last goodbye Didn't know at the time but I held you tight And that's the one that's going to stay in my mind Yet all of this madness gives me one advantage Now I could say I know another love language But I wish I didn't speak this love language I wish I didn't speak this love language