Decisions

In all my whole life I've been making bad decisions But I can't help it Well, i can't help it All my best friends Are asking me out tonight But I rather stay home Because I want to cry alone My mother says I was a happy child once But now I'm 18yo F*ck, I'm so sad and bored Maybe I should try To go back to the school But as Henry said "School Kills Artists" My old school was a piece of hell I tried to kill myself But i know my parents loves me Well, I did it I moved to another school And now I'm in love with my teacher Damn, what is your problem? you're so needy When I was 14yo An relationship messed my head And now I'm so scared To get into another My uncle says that I'm a fag "You can't even find a girl" Well, I know it I also like the boys My aunt asks me if I'll re-elect The actual president But I fucking hate him I really want to hang him in a public square Stevie wants me to join the army Or the police But I hate the cops All Cops Are Bastards I have four beautiful sisters And I know I'm not a good brother Please forgive me But I wish them the best I'm smoking cigarettes Since there is no one around And I'm writing this song Will it be good? In all my whole life I've been making bad decisions But mom, I swear I'm really trying to be a good person