Better

You said "Sometimes it's hard to be with you Oh I'm just in my head" And that you'r feeling older with every single breath. And I know it's about the time I should let it go Oh I should let it go Here I am again! Could've sworn we were on the mend Will it ever be easy? Will I notice a difference Or only get used to it? Cause I've outgrown Crying over broken bones Or being on my own I can't tell if it's just my pride Or if it's something else sometimes But it's eating me inside When you ask if I'm alright And I, I know better Than to say I'm better All the time And the truth is that I don't Think your friends think you're too old Or ever even give a shit about it But what the hell do I know And I, I know better Than to say I'm better All the time Why do I ask if you're okay? Why do I ruin everything? I know I don't ruin everything But I'd rather be the one to blame And it's not that I'm constantly ashamed I just hate the thought of you in pain I'm just afraid of losing you today I'm so afraid of losing you - today Oh I, I know better! Than to say I'm better! All the time!