red eyes

I'm falling out of love I don't even speak about my pain I fill my heart with drugs Since a younging I've been thugging I've been on my own These demons knocking at my door No they won't leave me alone They won't leave me alone I don't want to be in the spotlight I was just praying to God My brother I never see him in the headlines Remember the day I'm watching my TV Seeing my cousin on Fox five I'm coping with pain I light me a J All you gon' see is my red eyes All you gon' see is my red eyes I'm praying to God he fix my heart I'm going through shit I can't lie If niggas keep playing with my top Yeah I'ma get me a gen five Was talking with sis She saying she f*ck with my music She thinking I'm top five Last nigga that tried to play with me I put him down Did him like french fry No I can't even go to sleep Nigga said that he was gon' touch me I think he got cold feet Shawty blowing up my phone She want me beat it to the beat I like my bitches brown skin I like my bitches hella freaky Mama told me stay inside She don't want to see me in the streets My mama look me in my eyes She see my pain She start weeping Look at my red eyes No I'm not high Mama I'm cry tears This ain't no weed inside my lungs I'm praying to God like why I'm here (Why am I here? Why am I here?) I'm praying to God like why am I here? (Why am I here huh?) I'm thugging like shit in my denim tears Like uh uh It ain't no man that I fear I go through pain behind this music My heart is broke with no cure Was going through shit inside my mind Didn't think I would make it to this year Didn't think I would make it at all Thank God I never fall Thank God I never fold Yeah I'm getting older Mama know her son strong Yeah I'm a damn soldier I'm falling out of love I don't even speak about my pain I fill my heart with drugs Since a younging I've been thugging I've been on my own These demons knocking at my door No they won't leave me alone They won't leave me alone I don't want to be in the spotlight I was just praying to God My brother I never see him in the headlines Remember the day I'm watching my TV Seeing my cousin on Fox five I'm coping with pain I light me a J All you gon' see is my red eyes All you gon' see is my red eyes (My red eyes, my red eyes)