Secret Invader, Pt. II (feat. Niyosh)

You've been gone so long I almost forgot what it feels like To have someone who truly understands what it feels like To be lost for way too long, darkness of mine, prolonged You're not who I meant you to be If I could just hold on a little Catch my breath before we descend Become each other once again Powered by pain Motivate me I'm never enough When I try and move on Powered by pain Motivate me I'm never enough When I try and move on without him I know I need him I know I bleed him I know how I treat him but I don't know who I am without him I know I need him I know I bleed him I know how I treat him but I don't know who I am without him I know I need him I know I bleed him I know how I treat him but I don't know who I am without him I know I need him I know I bleed him I know how I treat him but I don't know who I am without him I can feel you breathing down on my neck It's been a wreck with everything that I've said Instead what I should've said is whether you're dead I'm between our two heads pretending we bled red I read what I meant I don't know if I can continue to flow with everything I been going through, it's starting to show My brother, my other, or just someone to stutter between We believe whatever we see and I don't see you inside of me Is there another possible place you could be except indifference in me, I don't expect you to protect me Growing through knowing what I owe to someone who stayed and not showing the inside of my mentality I know I need him I know I can defeat him All this damage to my body but I know I can delete him I know I need him I know I can defeat him All this damage to my body but I know I can delete him I know I need him I know I can defeat him All this damage to my body but I know I can delete him All the chaos in my mind but I can't help but to feed him Never thought I stood a chance but I took a sec' to greet him Hi, my name is Yoshi mind the damage nice to meet you Every time you come around I find a different way to treat you All my efforts are in vain cause my logic can't compete So just sacrifice your soul, step right in, and take a seat Let me keep it kosher, all that love is bitter sweet And when I'm putting on this mask, I'm sure my smile's very neat But when the darkness starts to trickle in, that beauty's obsolete And then I'm subject to it's secrets and I hope you can retreat