Life Seems Meaningless (almost died out in the same desert as our Christ)

I understand your pain I was born into this world to share man's pain I carried this cross for your pain Life seems meaningless without you inside of my life I've been fighting demons just to keep myself alive I almost died out in the same desert as our Christ When you're so close to death you have a change of mind Just left Jerusalem and now I'm safe in Tel Aviv I feel so damn conflicted cause I don't know what to be I know I want to make money to provide all your needs I felt so rich with you by me, I neglected money Life seems meaningless without you inside of my life Life has lost its luster, you're the only thing in mind I almost died out in the same desert as our Christ When you're so close to death you have a change of mind 1,2,3,4 Life seems meaningless without you inside of my life (inside of my life) I've been fighting demons just to keep myself alive (keep myself alive) I almost died out in the same desert as our Christ (desert as our Christ) When you're so close to death you have a change of mind Just left Jerusalem and now I'm safe in Tel Aviv I feel so damn conflicted cause I don't know what to be I know I want to make money to provide all your needs I felt so rich with you by me, I neglected money