Husk (feat. AJ Kotris)

A voice from the past is laughing The mock of the crowd applauding If i hold my head down They'll never see I've wasted away for to long What they did too me was so wrong If i bite my tongue now I wont find peace Been on this beg for mercy Did nothing to calm my worries Took every chance you found Never let me be Tortured me when jealous Played a hand at forgiveness I won't allow These vile memories You took advantage of my kindness Convinced me i was worthless Found strength within my weakness Do you think that i deserve this You were lost in your perversion Rip in me and pry me open Make me pay for my possessions Make me pay for my emotions Tried to channel the rage that's hiding To the point of nearly crying If i pretend to drown They'll let it be I've been pushed around for too long Tried to stand on my feet and stay strong My innocence is gone Took that away from me Cleanse away my name so filthy When the silence breaks your guilty My wills against the ground Way underneath Found pleasure inflicting sadness Expected me to move passed it In this game I'm a pawn Forever we will weep You took advantage of my kindness Convinced me i was worthless Found strength within my weakness Do you think that i deserve this You were lost in your perversion Rip in me and pry me open Make me pay for my possessions Make me pay for my emotions You took advantage of my kindness Convinced me i was worthless Found strength within my weakness Do you think that i deserve this You were lost in your perversion Rip in me and pry me open Make me pay for my possessions Make me pay for my emotions In the end Gotta be better than this Well i hope it is This life Nothing but dark and bleak Well get used to it Save me Put end to my suffering It ain't over yet I've tried More than a thousand times To forgive my kin