Careless

The echoes of the past And the feelings of the present Are trembling down my throat Decisions are the hardest part for me, I f*ck it all up There are no mornings I can even stand up 'Cause my veins are filled with toxins that are pulling me down I Can't even realize what I have become What have I become? I find myself led to oblivion I have never thought it would be like this I wake up to anxiety, I'm alone and I'm going under I'm careless, I need somebody to get me out of here I can't live with myself anymore I have nothing to do here There's no one but myself in this world I'm all alone I'm dying to fix myself 'Cause the corruption in me has taken over But I'm a dead loss, and I can't do this by myself I find myself led to oblivion I have never thought it would be like this I wake up to anxiety, I'm alone and I'm going under I'm careless, I need somebody to get me out of here Another day, another breakdown to survive I don't know how much longer I could stay alive "You have failed me, you have failed yourself as well" Choke on your words They will be your last Disgrace of the generation Disgrace of the generation I have failed you As I failed you before Please forgive me I can't take it anymore I have failed you As I failed you before Please forgive me I can't take it anymore I wake up to anxiety, I'm alone and I'm going under I'm careless, I need somebody to get me out of here Another day, another breakdown to survive I don't know how much longer I could stay alive (stay alive)