Tears Are Spent

I try so hard to rip apart The stitches etched to my heart Can't hear my voices crying out The white noise is way to loud I stare into the abyss Wondering what I've missed How it could have even come to this Reality's a myth I can feel it shift Sedated myself with one more hit As I'm sitting with my face inside my hands Tearing up the pages nights on end Said so many things I might regret It's never enough, better give up I don't think I've ever felt so low With these graveyard melodies I might choke on the lump in my throat While searching for some remedy Trying my best to see the good in the bad (In the bad) And not succumb to be this kind of sad (Kind of sad) How it could ever turn out like that In the end I can't change who I am As I'm sitting with my face inside my hands Tearing up the pages nights on end Said so many things I might regret It's never enough, better give up Can't cry myself to sleep my tears are spent I'm staring at the ceiling while in bed Wondering if it's all to no avail I wasted my time, shouldn't have tried Tell me it's all gonna be alright That the pain I feel may subside Tell me it will get better with time That I'm not trapped in my mind As I'm sitting with my face inside my hands Tearing up the pages nights on end Said so many things I might regret It's never enough, better give up Can't cry myself to sleep my tears are spent I'm staring at the ceiling while in bed Wondering if it's all to no avail I wasted my time, shouldn't have tried