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Most nights I'm riding shotgun through my past Replaying sights of pain that take the joy of escape out of my life Sent back to a time where the worst memories dwell Who's the driver on this tour of hell I thought I had moved on but involuntarily I'm drawn to see The worst things in me, that I've done, that I've seen, that have been done to me You think you're free, then the past comes back to define your dreams I've got a dream, it's to escape my dreams The largest demon of my life is my own mind The toughest battle is the one that goes on inside I need a respite from the constant struggling I dare to dream, of a time when the contest ends And I'll be free from the limitations inside of me To fly, fly free That's where I wanna be Hanging out with the folk who've found a way to transcend reality Off to a world of simplicity To build new memories Find a love for me Wait and see Wait and see I believe Most nights I stay up until I see the sun The darkness doesn't hide the the bad in all the things I've done but When the light comes I feel sheltered in the dawning day It breaks the deadly mood and sends the terrors away I wish I had it like them Trust in the world on which we all depend I never understood how everybody was so confident in the end The future is less bright and much more dim They say follow your heart, mine betrays me every time I'd never dare to put my faith or trust in that cruel and jealous guy I can't trust the monstrous thoughts that come unbidden to my brain If I listened it would drive me insane To fly, fly free That's where I wanna be Hanging out with the folk who've found a way to transcend reality Off to a world of simplicity To build new memories Find a love for me Wait and see Wait and see I believe I believe