Gold

It's like I've seen a ghost It's not like I'm not capable of love But I shut down when I'm needing you the most cnd let go of us   I shut you out But just seeing you the wound it opens now I Wanna feel you even if I feel the doubt Don't wanna miss out on us    cnd maybe I'm afraid that all my scars will open Could I break again if everything is broken    If we love and lose ct least we'll feel the pain we choose Better feeling rise and fall Than not feeling at all (at all)   cnd I'm a mess But you look at me and only see the rest See the beauty in my pain when I see wreck Don't wanna lose this Don't wanna lose it It plays over and over   But maybe I'm afraid that all my scars will open Could I break again if everything is broken But finally I see a fire in you's the flame in me cnd we're rebuilding piece by piece our evergreen, yeah   Cos If we love and lose ct least we'll feel the pain we choose Better feeling rise and fall Than not feeling at all (at all) cnd if your heart breaks first ct least you'll know what love is worth Cos you'll be painting stories better told You'll ache in gold You'll be painting stories better told You'll ache in gold You'll be painting stories better told You'll ache in gold