The Nomad

Roaming, roaming, as I am I am the nomad, the Buffalo man Searching, searching, while I can I am finding peace, and losing again Yo Wait a minute Been lost for a while and my path's all twisted But Wouldn't be this far if I wasn't persistent But it feels so distant What does it mean When I've given up a lot and barely reached my dreams It just makes me wanna scream Every time I came close it became a common theme So I've been wasting my journey Getting up too late and going to bed too early Has this become my fate or just a bad high surly Should I start to worry Should I start to hurry F*ck it Ima stay right here I've never had a problem cause I've had no fear I never thought a cave could get me feeling so free Away from the shit that scarred me and left me with PTSD And trauma that came with depression Made a lasting impression on me All the aggression in me This is my only release Maybe I can just enjoy being at peace But I'm trapped between fate and another mistake So for years I've been saying I'm just "taking a break" Dream to be "Roman the great" I wish I could see what they see But my dream's only dreams And it hurts just to think World ain't as it seems Every time I blink Mind goes to extremes I'm a one man team I'm the birds no bees Now I'm old, out of touch And my bones start to rust I would roam and adjust Just to get that buzz every time Cause you lost my trust Until I'm done Children have to fend Flocks we'll have to tend Rules we tend to bend But when, I'm done Maybe this can end Aye, aye, wait I thought of something today What are the odds I'd even be born in the first place Used to want to be first place The continuous rat race The masses will obey And never betray cause It's a dream For anyone living just to make a little green Or live to be junkies and feens Imagine the scene Everybody's in jeans But separated by decisions in the past unforeseen Time to get on my feet Forgot life so sweet Start caring for my health Keep brushing my teeth Get outta this seat Switch the white bread to wheat So when I get on stage I can move to the beat And all the people I meet I just want them to get A good impression of me But every time I just dread That they scared and retreat But that's just all in my head That's just all in my head That's just all in my head I need to wake up and see that this is just all in my head I'm a slave to a dream that got me running from death Simplifying shit to make this shit make sense Why when I speak the whole room gets so tense Addiction always seems to come at my expense It's like I ripped my pockets when I hopped that fence Well I hope it's not too late I can move now, dropped all that weight Never be afraid, so I GET PAID Tired of everyone who took advantage of me So watch me now, I'll take over the game If you f*ck around I'll cut you out that frame So remember my name Best remember my name Until I'm done Children have to fend Flocks we'll have to tend Rules we tend to bend But when, I'm done Maybe this can end But still I gotta roam within But still I gotta roam within So off I go now Time to keep searching within...