Drugs, Sex, & Regrets

Well, I never did a lot of drugs They never appealed to me as much as they seemed to to a lot of my friends And that's no judgement on them - either way, it's hard to say That any of us knew what we were doing back then I was a virgin 'till I was 19, because before then I believed that God Would burn my soul if I couldn't control myself And I still though that after the fact, it only happened because I was at the point Where my desire for sex outgrew my fear of hell So tell me now - how's that for a hard sell? I was never the type to hop trains, it just never felt like an authentic thing For the kind of person I was back then A middle class, suburban kid torn between fear and the fear of not fitting in Figuring out the pieces and what they meant It's so hard to say, why we should do anything It's so hard to say why we should be anything But I know that in the end we'll find mistakes we made Will not define who we are Well, I think we have a habit of looking back And all the things we'd change given a reset But those things are now a central part of the person that you now are So are you changing the past just because you don't like your present? And if that's the case why not just change your present? Cause I used to have regrets - should have done more drugs Should have had more sex Should have hopped that train to nowhere and such But now I think I love myself too much Yeah, now I think I love myself too much Yeah, now I think I love myself too much Yeah, now I think I love myself too much And I hope one day you'll love yourself too much Yeah, I hope one day you'll love yourself too much